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Individual Surrender: February 2009
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Friday, February 27, 2009. Controling myself and enjoying myself. Tuesday, February 24, 2009. Basement project is slow going. Waiting for others to do their part and give us a quote. Waiting waiting waiting. In practicing Nia, there is the concept of RAW - Relaxed, Alert, and Waiting. I am relaxed, at least most of the time (barring any acute disturbances), mostly alert (knowing what is happening in the now) and definitely WAITING. I suppose it is that part that I must learn to en-Joy. Nia St. Louis.
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Individual Surrender: September 2008
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Tuesday, September 30, 2008. I plan to have some artwork finished and framed for a Venus Envy show here in Saint Louis. I have had this plan for almost 5 years now, after d. Iscovering the women's art show. Finally I have a group of show worthy items, but need to have them framed. Somehow I think that if I show the art, I will then BE an artist. It's a big step for me. I hope it happens next year! Saturday, September 27, 2008. Try to cultivate our life together. It doesn't need to be with great feeli...
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Individual Surrender: End of an ending
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Thursday, February 4, 2010. End of an ending. 1: pursue career in counseling. 2: go to religiously conservative university, keeping pagan past and agnostic present to self. 3: discover program is weak in job preparation, not enough internship hours in the right place for licensure, and not requiring teaching certification when most school districts require this before hiring. 4: remember book by Buddhist nun about groundlessness, realize there is no way to control anything, relax, and renew self-delusions.
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Individual Surrender: Positive Self Talk
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Tuesday, April 6, 2010. I am a passionate and fascinating person. ( heh heh I just realized that saying it to myself is a lot more convincing than typing it out and broadcasting over cyberspace). I can totally handle myself. I have self control. I am in possession of myself. (Not possessed, but in possession. That's different.). I have experience in surprising myself in new situations. I can do it again. I have a right to love chocolate, and eat it at will. ;o). April 14, 2010 at 8:05 AM.
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Individual Surrender: September 2009
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Thursday, September 3, 2009. A-ha moments in abundance. I have a wonderful feeling right now, and just thought I'd share it. It gives me the sense that I am in the right place. I am inspired by what I am learning, and taking it all in. I am understanding myself, the world, my place in it in so many different ways. It's really spectacular. And it all starts here in my living room. as I learn how to fully own who I am, and let it shine out as my gift to the world. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). It's a creativ...
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Individual Surrender: April 2009
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Monday, April 13, 2009. Musing as I knit. letting go of a bad attitude. Monday's Muse from MaternalSpark. This photo is G, in the made-to-order FitKnits top. She wore it in Nia class this morning, and looked beautiful. She's such a joyful spirit. I've made a scarf with leftover yarn too. I am really enjoying my growing business! Thinking as I knit ( inspired. By the knowledge that my anger creates dis-ease). It is not that way. It is not that way for anybody. Can I just accept it all as what IS? I went t...
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Individual Surrender: March 2009
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Monday, March 30, 2009. Monday's Muse: What inspires now? Friday, March 27, 2009. I loved knitting this. Love ribbon yarn. I wore this to teach Nia class this morning, and one of my students has asked me to make one for her! Yarn date next week to pick out her colors! Tuesday, March 24, 2009. Beauty in decay. Impermanence. This tree by the road asked to be photographed and appreciated. A stormy day today, inside and out. Monday, March 23, 2009. First, and last, the love and support of my best friend.
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Individual Surrender: April 2010
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Thursday, April 29, 2010. Some poetry, inspired by recent events and experiences. Deeply Awake and Wide Asleep. A rising solar flare. Burns its passionate colors. Over your delicate face. Would you see me better. If I stood on the cat walk. And shook my hips. To every boney curve. Or can you stand. Of a woman with flaws. A nose and lips too small. Will you blindly follow? Tuesday, April 6, 2010. I have experience in surprising myself in new situations. I can do it again. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). It's ...
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Individual Surrender
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Thursday, April 29, 2010. Some poetry, inspired by recent events and experiences. Deeply Awake and Wide Asleep. A rising solar flare. Burns its passionate colors. Over your delicate face. Would you see me better. If I stood on the cat walk. And shook my hips. To every boney curve. Or can you stand. Of a woman with flaws. A nose and lips too small. Will you blindly follow? Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Creativity and Community: I'm Here to Make Friends. THE FABRIC OF MEDITATION - STOFF UND MEDITATION.
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Individual Surrender: Musing as I knit... letting go of a bad attitude
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Monday, April 13, 2009. Musing as I knit. letting go of a bad attitude. Monday's Muse from MaternalSpark. This photo is G, in the made-to-order FitKnits top. She wore it in Nia class this morning, and looked beautiful. She's such a joyful spirit. I've made a scarf with leftover yarn too. I am really enjoying my growing business! Thinking as I knit ( inspired. By the knowledge that my anger creates dis-ease). It is not that way. It is not that way for anybody. Can I just accept it all as what IS? You know...