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Why do I love her? | Devoid Of Reason
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Searching, But Never Finding. About Me – Like You Care. Why do I love her? August 6, 2009. This is the question that has been bugging me for weeks now. My family and friends keep asking me this one, seemingly simple, question… Why do you love her? All they see is the surface of things, but sometimes I wonder if perhaps they don’t see more clearly than I do. So I try to look at her, and at us, through my own eyes – but with the added interpretation of seeing things as they do. I love her because she can d...
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Love? | Devoid Of Reason
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Searching, But Never Finding. About Me – Like You Care. August 16, 2009. Real quick post today, I just have this question in my mind. How do you differentiate between love (healthy) and obsession (unhealthy)? This question has been on my mind a lot lately, because I honestly don’t know the answer. Is my love for Her a healthy, dedicated, strong love? Is it obsession, with all the negative connotations that go along with that? Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Address never made public).
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Letter to You | Devoid Of Reason
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Searching, But Never Finding. About Me – Like You Care. August 5, 2009. I have no idea if you still remember this blog, or if you even care enough to find it again. I just wanted to write to you, but don’t feel that actually emailing you would be a good thing – so here I am getting my thoughts and feelings out in a way that is safer, but still accessible. I miss you. Every single day that goes by is hard for me, because you are not here, in my life. And how I was always hesitant to do so? Well, I finally...
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Update | Devoid Of Reason
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Searching, But Never Finding. About Me – Like You Care. August 4, 2009. So, yeah, I meant to continue blogging regularly purely for therapeutic reasons, but have not kept up with that the way I had hoped to. Everyone I know says that I am better off without Her, from my Mom to my friends (both male and female), and even my exes… they all, without exception, say that my life is immeasurably better without Her in it… which makes me laugh sometimes, because how can something that is so damn good...I am a st...
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Devoid Of Reason | Searching, But Never Finding | Page 2
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Searching, But Never Finding. About Me – Like You Care. July 22, 2008. Shit, I can’t believe how long it’s been since I posted anything…. Things have changed quite a bit for me, since my last posting. Caity and I had to move out of our apartment home of five years, but managed to find a somewhat nice little place only a block away. The move wasn’t too bad (as far as that goes) since we didn’t have to go far, and the rent, while higher, was still in the do-able range. Caitlin is off at Camp Chenaniah for ...
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Life, or something like it. | Devoid Of Reason
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Searching, But Never Finding. About Me – Like You Care. Life, or something like it. July 24, 2009. Okay, so I haven’t posted a new blog in over a fucking year. In that time, I’ve lost my job, been unable to find a new one, fell in love, got my heart broke again, and became a college student. What the hell. God hates me. Maybe. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). Notify me of new comments via email.
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Tormented | Devoid Of Reason
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Searching, But Never Finding. About Me – Like You Care. August 16, 2009. I don’t know why I can’t get her out of my head… and why I still worry so damn much about her. Just found out that her boyfriend (the 2nd since she moved out 2 months ago) kicked her out of the house last night, threw all her stuff out in the yard. And she already has a new boyfriend that she’s living with! It seems like she gets farther from me every day – and I can’t shake the ghost of her. Filed in break ups. So There I Was….
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Roses. | Devoid Of Reason
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Searching, But Never Finding. About Me – Like You Care. August 10, 2009. As in, everything is coming up roses. I find it difficult to deal with things going WELL in my life. How fucked up is that? It seems that everything I touch these past weeks has just been working out my way. I honestly have not had one single thing I’ve done recently fuck up on me, or turn out bad, or piss somebody off…. So, a quick rundown of the good things going on:. Second – My school loans came in! Fourth – I talked to th...