maniacallymenopausal.blogspot.com
it's a girl thing: Running To Nowhere
http://maniacallymenopausal.blogspot.com/2011/04/running-in-place.html
It's a girl thing. One alcoholic's chronicle of the journey called recovery. Tuesday, April 12, 2011. I'm tired. Slept until 3:30 PM. I know it's part depression, part exhaustion, too much running, not enough healing in between workouts, etc. When I awoke, I had a voice message from the HR person of the company I've now interviewed with twice for different positions. She said they had just posted another 30 hour position and I should apply for it right away. I feel like I'm on a hamster wheel. Update: Di...
maniacallymenopausal.blogspot.com
it's a girl thing: Heartsick
http://maniacallymenopausal.blogspot.com/2014/03/still-wide-awake-and-so-sad.html
It's a girl thing. One alcoholic's chronicle of the journey called recovery. Tuesday, March 11, 2014. Still wide awake and so sad. It's 12:52 AM and I have to get up at 5:30AM. To get ready to go to a job that I'm beginning to hate. A job that saps my self-esteem and confidence. A job that makes me doubt myself, and makes me feel that I am worthless. I'm seriously thinking of calling in sick. After all, I'm sick at heart, sick in the bottom of my soul. So, it wouldn't really be a lie. The Edge of Sobriety.
maniacallymenopausal.blogspot.com
it's a girl thing: Prayers (Please!)
http://maniacallymenopausal.blogspot.com/2014/03/prayers-please.html
It's a girl thing. One alcoholic's chronicle of the journey called recovery. Tuesday, March 25, 2014. Everything pretty much the same here. Had a few good days after seeing the doctor and getting on new meds, but today, I'm back to where I was. Supposed to follow up with her tomorrow, and probably will, given that I'm barely holding back the tears at work. Either that, or I'm sarcastic and sniping at my coworkers. So much easier to be angry instead of sad, but that just hurts everyone around me. I will s...
maniacallymenopausal.blogspot.com
it's a girl thing: December 2010
http://maniacallymenopausal.blogspot.com/2010_12_01_archive.html
It's a girl thing. One alcoholic's chronicle of the journey called recovery. Friday, December 31, 2010. New Years Eve News. Hey, y'all. Haven't updated for a while, and just need to catch my breath a bit and say. Hello, I'm still here! Don't know why that's so important, except I guess having this blog that no one reads is at least a way to keep myself real and accountable in some way. I need a meeting desperately. I haven't been to one for at least 2 weeks now, and am starting to have really frighte...
maniacallymenopausal.blogspot.com
it's a girl thing: Kill Me Now. Please.
http://maniacallymenopausal.blogspot.com/2014/03/this-is-first-day-in-long-while-that.html
It's a girl thing. One alcoholic's chronicle of the journey called recovery. Tuesday, March 11, 2014. Kill Me Now. Please. This is the first day in a long while that I've seriously wanted a drink. Needed to just numb out and not feel. I didn't drink. but I wanted to. I'm glad I didn't drink, but I'm scared. I'm almost 7 years sober now, and I've heard that the 7 year mark seems to be a danger point for some obscure reason. Huge, racking sobs. I'll obviously never get promoted. I don't know how to fix this.
maniacallymenopausal.blogspot.com
it's a girl thing: We Will Not Regret the Past...But Can I Have a Do-Over?
http://maniacallymenopausal.blogspot.com/2011/04/we-will-not-regret-pastbut-can-i-have.html
It's a girl thing. One alcoholic's chronicle of the journey called recovery. Saturday, April 23, 2011. We Will Not Regret the Past.But Can I Have a Do-Over? Just discovered something you should NEVER do on Facebook. Search for your ex. The one that got away.". The one relationship you really blew. That if you had a chance to do over, knowing what you know now, you'd jump into that DeLorean without looking back. He's handsome. Successful. Married to a gorgeous wife with 2 gorgeous kids. The present is now.
maniacallymenopausal.blogspot.com
it's a girl thing: A Good Day
http://maniacallymenopausal.blogspot.com/2011/04/good-day.html
It's a girl thing. One alcoholic's chronicle of the journey called recovery. Monday, April 18, 2011. My 490 Kickbutt Miles Pathway to Peace. 65279;Today was a good day. . 65279;. I ran 4.90 miles. I felt like puking. But I DID IT! Then, I went to evening church, followed by an evening meeting. Came home, ate supper, and have been watching DVRed shows, Tweeting, and Facebooking. I'm also doing laundry. Oh, and we've had free HBO and CineMax all weekend!
maniacallymenopausal.blogspot.com
it's a girl thing: July 2009
http://maniacallymenopausal.blogspot.com/2009_07_01_archive.html
It's a girl thing. One alcoholic's chronicle of the journey called recovery. Thursday, July 09, 2009. Still Here . . . Still Sober! Seems like I never have time to blog any more. I don't really have time. I'm stealing a few minutes while at work 'cuz I just need to let y'all know I'm still alive and kickin'! God works in mysterious way His wonders to perform. For me, the secret is staying in the center of what works for me, the center of His will. I don't do it consistently or perfectly, but I am end...
maniacallymenopausal.blogspot.com
it's a girl thing: March 2014
http://maniacallymenopausal.blogspot.com/2014_03_01_archive.html
It's a girl thing. One alcoholic's chronicle of the journey called recovery. Tuesday, March 25, 2014. Everything pretty much the same here. Had a few good days after seeing the doctor and getting on new meds, but today, I'm back to where I was. Supposed to follow up with her tomorrow, and probably will, given that I'm barely holding back the tears at work. Either that, or I'm sarcastic and sniping at my coworkers. So much easier to be angry instead of sad, but that just hurts everyone around me. I will s...