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online therapy: July 2014
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Wanting to purge all of the baggage from my head and my heart into the universe. Thursday, July 31, 2014. Twenty days ago, i had my boss at my store and i felt like a failure because another manager had to come in and clean up my store.not sure if it helped much, but she did spend a lot of money. I went and got my haircut, came home with such a sense of desperation that i just couldn't stand it. I am reading a book about depression and it is called, walking on water when you feel like you are drowning...
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online therapy: think outside the box
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Wanting to purge all of the baggage from my head and my heart into the universe. Friday, August 7, 2015. Think outside the box. So I flew home from our yearly summit last night/this morning. Good news, I am not sick and even better news is that I am not in a tail spin. It all just reminds me that sometimes I just need to get out of my head. August 8, 2015 at 9:42 AM. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Yes, Even Your Toe Is Fat! Finish Line Friday: Tick Tock. A lot going on here. Hyperbole and a Half.
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online therapy: November 2014
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Wanting to purge all of the baggage from my head and my heart into the universe. Thursday, November 20, 2014. And i received another blow today, one of my key people are leaving and i have not a clue how to replace her. I am feeling defeated. i am trying very hard not to get into the "if work is going good, then my personal life is crap" state of mind. then i think that it is karma for my problem child leaving. I am just trying to give it to god. Lord, i hope so. i could really use the favor. I have done...
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online therapy: October 2014
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Wanting to purge all of the baggage from my head and my heart into the universe. Tuesday, October 28, 2014. I know that it is the job of every generation to think that another generation has it better, i will spare you the walk uphill 6 miles every day in the snow to get to school story. When i was 16, i had to buy my own car, pay my insurance, pay for maintenance, buy my own gas. I think that pretty much when i got my first job, the only thing that i didn't pay for was housing and food. Married life....
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online therapy: July 2015
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Wanting to purge all of the baggage from my head and my heart into the universe. Saturday, July 25, 2015. Divorce, best friends, and dreams. Today my husband and I took a day trip, saw a couple of museums, ate dinner, and ran a few errands. He always wonders what it would have been like if we had stayed together in high school. he hates that I had to have an abusive husband. I know that I have brought some of the baggage with me but beyond that the whole time in my life seems so surreal. A friend and her...
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online therapy: April 2015
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Wanting to purge all of the baggage from my head and my heart into the universe. Tuesday, April 7, 2015. I took yesterday afternoon and was just by myself. I have had to burn some vacation days before I lost them and I have been scheduling time off to spend with my husband. Which means we are go, go, go. We are suppose to close on the house Thursday. Which I will believe when I have cash in hand. I am not sure if this makes me a realist or a pessimist. Links to this post. Monday, April 6, 2015. I believe...
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online therapy: December 2014
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Wanting to purge all of the baggage from my head and my heart into the universe. Monday, December 1, 2014. The last week has been really hard, i have gone from being amused by things to feeling as if i wanted to just lay down and give up. I felt like the poor lady who was bawling over her fish dying, one little thing was all it was going to take to push me over the edge. I so wanted someone to validate my life, my pain, and the injustice of it all and tell me that i didn't deserve it.no one did.
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online therapy: divorce, best friends, and dreams
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Wanting to purge all of the baggage from my head and my heart into the universe. Saturday, July 25, 2015. Divorce, best friends, and dreams. Today my husband and I took a day trip, saw a couple of museums, ate dinner, and ran a few errands. He always wonders what it would have been like if we had stayed together in high school. he hates that I had to have an abusive husband. I know that I have brought some of the baggage with me but beyond that the whole time in my life seems so surreal.
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online therapy: Grief and true love
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Wanting to purge all of the baggage from my head and my heart into the universe. Wednesday, July 15, 2015. Grief and true love. I love dysfunctional TV shows. I was watching RHOC and one of the ladies lost her mother. Her whole world fell apart. Her grief is so foreign to me. I don't think there is anyone in my life that I would grieve that much for. I realize that it is partly because I never had children. I might not have a clue what real love is, maybe none of my family knew what love was. Divorce, be...
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online therapy: February 2015
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Wanting to purge all of the baggage from my head and my heart into the universe. Friday, February 20, 2015. Self loather from way back. I went to get my hair cut last week. I am not sure what was said but i began thinking earlier in the day about my first love. i don't know why i went down that memory lane, but it wasn't to think of would've, could've, should've. It was to ask "what happened to that girl and her self esteem". Links to this post. Lessons learned, earned, and shared. I just try to be the c...
