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Desires * are already memories: June 2010
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Desires * are already memories. Reflections. Dance. Wanderlust. Wednesday, June 9, 2010. Or did you jump. Despite what the papers said / unsaid. will never know. Nor perhaps, is there a need to. my box of phantom questions grow, and this slip bears your name. I will not pretend to know why you lived, nor why you chose to die, if indeed, that choice was yours. i can only wish release for your human-shaped heart, and that you find peace in this jagged closure. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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Desires * are already memories: May 2011
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Desires * are already memories. Reflections. Dance. Wanderlust. Sunday, May 22, 2011. Permissum is quisnam est vacuus sin. Re-reading parts of an old blog this quiet sunday night. been sleepless again. patterns. Ae, in response to Night:. Vulnerability is not a weakness. but open-ness and acceptance of things;. Perhaps that is a precondition to loving. Perhaps it is a reprogramming of the mind needed - I've always fought against being vulnerable. It was always easier to hide behind the thoughts.
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Desires * are already memories: February 2011
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Desires * are already memories. Reflections. Dance. Wanderlust. Wednesday, February 2, 2011. Life moves on. i've since lost the reasons why. In the depth of living my first full winter, learning how cold cotton bedsheets can be. sleep is fitful; that hasn't changed. Finding the seeds of a new spring. slow stirrings. seeing people as is neutralises the disappointment of being human. Trying to avoid going back onto old pathways is harder than imagined. this awareness is a pain on its own.
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Desires * are already memories: April 2010
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Desires * are already memories. Reflections. Dance. Wanderlust. Tuesday, April 13, 2010. Throw your dreams into space like a kite, and you do not know what it will bring back, a new life, a new friend, a new love, a new country." - Anais Nin. Cherry blossoms. a spring I've been needing inside. the depth of release is both a pleasure and a wonder. I know things will not be easy, but the heart is lighter now. Sunshine and space. Motion. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile.
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Desires * are already memories: November 2011
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Desires * are already memories. Reflections. Dance. Wanderlust. Thursday, November 3, 2011. 2nd nov: "we have an apartment for viewing". Me - runs down to view at lunch). Can you submit your documents? Me - scans, submits). 3rd nov: "start lease 10th Nov, no later. yes/no? So I've just contracted my new apartment. . The new apartment is less fancy, older. Unfurnished. the neighbour plays the piano badly. I hope time will show me it's the right move. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile.
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Desires * are already memories: February 2012
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Desires * are already memories. Reflections. Dance. Wanderlust. Wednesday, February 29, 2012. Picked out a sunstone bracelet and a snowflake obsidian bracelet from him. As he rethreaded them for me (tiny wrists only ask for 17 beads), we chatted. I asked him, so many people come to your store to buy crystals for love, wealth, protection. Why have you not used any of it for yourself? To call love to you? Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile.
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Desires * are already memories: March 2012
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Desires * are already memories. Reflections. Dance. Wanderlust. Sunday, March 11, 2012. And a renewed love for small, pretty things. Quiet weekends reading, signed up for gym. giving the dancing a break for now. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile.
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Desires * are already memories: newfound addictions
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Desires * are already memories. Reflections. Dance. Wanderlust. Sunday, March 11, 2012. And a renewed love for small, pretty things. Quiet weekends reading, signed up for gym. giving the dancing a break for now. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile.
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Desires * are already memories: March 2011
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Desires * are already memories. Reflections. Dance. Wanderlust. Friday, March 18, 2011. Has been a long week of sorts. originally planned to fly to tokyo for a break, the earthquake hit and we cancelled, did a last minute change to thailand. and watched the world change. Sifting through all the media noise; facebook and skype enabled finding out that everyone is ok so far. This watching from afar is hard. Thoughts and prayers for both the boys. i wish for roses in winter. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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Desires * are already memories: August 2011
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Desires * are already memories. Reflections. Dance. Wanderlust. Sunday, August 28, 2011. Turning life into flowers. A million scarlet roses. Saturday, August 6, 2011. Dance has been me time, for the last 6 years or so. first salsa, then exotic, now poles and the latest, silks. with it, new friendships. Suppleness, grace and strength. finding my own voice perhaps, or just, finding me. I am the wind. The sea and the moon? I am the sea and the moon. Tears, pain, love, bird-flights? I dance what I am.
