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searching submissive: Punishments and sleeplessness
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Thursday, August 6, 2015. I feel like a disappointment. Like I just never stop making mistakes. Like I'll never be good enough. I hate making mistakes, especially seeing how mad he gets. Then the accusations that subs life I'm not trying to better myself, when in reality that's all I'm doing. It's always the same accusation, as if I've made no progress, nor am I trying to. I know what I did to deserve it though. I feel about as big as an ant right now. I never thought I'd feel that insignificant again.
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searching submissive: 10 Day Challenge: Day Five
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Sunday, August 16, 2015. 10 Day Challenge: Day Five. Day Five: Six things you wish you had never done. 1 I wish i never tried to graduate early. I pushed myself too hard and now i'm paying the price. 2 I wish i looked for help when i needed it instead of just being silent. 3 I wish i hadn't tried to go out with someone i knew was a bad influence. 4 I wish i never dated Justin. Fuck. 5 I wish i didn't have sex for the first time when i did. Labels: 10 Day Challenge. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).
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searching submissive: August 2015
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Saturday, August 29, 2015. A much needed talk between Sir and my mentor. Things I need to change, work on and look at. I'm not the easiest to work with, and I know I stumble at times, but I'm doing my best. I will do my best. I feel like this is a fresh start. To really work on things and make it to the next level without any bumpy rides. To reach a point I haven't explored, to learn new things from Him. Hardest and most fulfilling journey yet. Tuesday, August 25, 2015. Last chance of summer. I look forw...
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searching submissive: 10 Day Challenge: Day Two
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Wednesday, August 12, 2015. 10 Day Challenge: Day Two. Day Two: Nine things about yourself. 1 I'm not perfect. I always make mistakes. I can't think of anything interesting. Labels: 10 Day Challenge. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). There was an error in this gadget. The Stars Look Very Different Today. Loving Submission, Loving Dominance. Sir Q and me. The world of Joolz. The Cock Worshipping Society. The Power of Surrender. Kitty - The Submissive Wife. View my complete profile. Last chance of summer.
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January | 2013 | aisha
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A personal journey into the world of kinky sex…. The Kinky Bloggers Convention. Archive January, 2013. That’s right the Kinky Bloggers’ Convention is almost here. Time to lock in those travel arrangements. You can register for the convention here. Do you sense a theme here? The whole point of this is for us to connect and build community, starting with just being comfortable with each other. That creates a safe environment for new experiences. Then on Saturday we’ll have classes. Because Bluegr...One of ...
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searching submissive: A break
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Friday, August 14, 2015. I've lost 5 pounds this week. My appetite is gone. I need to destress, and running always helped, but with my knee acting up again, it seems like an impossibility. I feel like I'm being broken down. So I'm taking a break from everything. Because I feel like shit.and I dont like feeling like shit. And because I know I deserved thw silence, but there's a clear line to what I can handle. And its gone way past it. And I've received my punishment already. Sir Q and me. 10 Day Challeng...
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searching submissive: Wake up call
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Sunday, August 9, 2015. I feel like I'm constantly making mistakes. Easy ones that shouldn't be done. Then I panic and make even more mistakes. I don't want to be worried. I have no need to be. I'm reevaluating myself.And finding where that panic begins to start, and I regress. Because I know what I can be, and who I could be.But I'm disappointing myself and others. And when things get bad,I start to look inward, instead of outward to understand. And that selfishness gets in the way. Sir Q and me. 10 Day...
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searching submissive: 10 Day Challenge: Day Four
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Friday, August 14, 2015. 10 Day Challenge: Day Four. Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. 1 Am I on the right career path? 2 Why do I keep failing on the things I like? 3 How different would I be if my past wasn't tainted. 4 I need to eat, but 5more minutes. .5more. 5 Will i ever be confident in my decisions. 6 I got tons of books to read and no time. 7hope I'm not going out for lunch alone today. Labels: 10 Day Challenge. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). There was an error in this gadget.
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searching submissive: 10 Day Challenge : Day Six
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Sunday, August 16, 2015. 10 Day Challenge : Day Six. Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever). Labels: 10 Day Challenge. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). There was an error in this gadget. The Stars Look Very Different Today. Loving Submission, Loving Dominance. Sir Q and me. The world of Joolz. The Cock Worshipping Society. The Power of Surrender. Kitty - The Submissive Wife. View my complete profile. Last chance of summer. 10 Day Challenge: Day Ten. 6 days and counting down.
