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Secrets and Lies: Letter for God

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Monday, April 27, 2015. Seems I set myself up for failure without knowledge of knowing, and I found myself disappointed each and everyday. I was holding myself hostage in a unhealthy situation,I’m sitting here crying out for God to hear my heart and respond to me.and I prayed to God that day and said “God, I am so tired. I do not think that I can do this anymore. Please God, tell me what you want me to do? Help me God, please! All I want to feel is peace but I am filled with sorrow. I don’t kno...Being t...

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Secrets and Lies: THE STRENGTH,THE PATIENCE AND THE PASSION

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Saturday, April 12, 2014. THE STRENGTH,THE PATIENCE AND THE PASSION. My life has been a pathway of good and bad. The future flies toward me. My path ahead yet to be made. The road is rough and I stumble and fall. The ache within my soul overwhelms me. The way ahead is dark and I look and see nothing. Not clear of where i have been. Afraid i will get lost on my way to somewhere unknown, , living in the medium of the past and the future. My heart wants to sing of the good and bad. WELCOME TO MY BLOG. I lov...

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Secrets and Lies: August 2013

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Saturday, August 17, 2013. Sitting in this dark room in silence. The chilling laughter clouds my mind. Tears sting my eyes. Its hard to say. What me makes me feel this way. I don't want say. What my thoughts have to play. My mind is just. Take back the time, the energy, the hoping. The mistaken sense that I was finally making sense. Of a sense of something. I don't know exactly what's happening now. I need to figure out where other things belong. All that I possess. And I just want it to be over. I sit h...

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Secrets and Lies: WHEN THE DARKNESS FALL

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Sunday, August 9, 2015. WHEN THE DARKNESS FALL. I convince myself that there's no reason for me to be sad. I wish I could go back in time and save myself. Fix all the mistakes I made. I've tried to write a hundred poems. But it seems that all I have. Is books filled with sadness. When happiness is just a dream. In memory's distant past. When love is an unknown word. And hate the thriving passion. I look upon the sky searching for a place i could call mine. I don't know what the phase is called. I never f...

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Secrets and Lies: July 2015

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Friday, July 31, 2015. Sometimes these days,i feel like i'm alone. Like I'm lost in a maze,like me against the world. Surrounded the Hatred,Fakers and the Pretenders. Surrounded by the people i call Family and some i that i classify as Friends. All the people I trust,left me instead. All the ones that I loved,hurt me with no regret. Like they're all out to get me. And they don't care how i feel. No one thinks my way. No one really cares. They don't even know.what they're doing to me. It's just not fair.

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Secrets and Lies: March 2014

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Saturday, March 22, 2014. My Heart wanders back in time. And all those feelings. Just like the sun goes down at night. Just like the moon and stars come out. I know just how it feels. To climb a mountain. Only to fall back down. Hide behind my feelings. And keep the truth locked away. And I swear sometimes I can’t breathe. It's in my eyes. It's in my voice. It's a self denial I'm going through. Afraid to admit something i feel . So I placed my heart under lock and key. Saturday, March 15, 2014. And I don...

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Secrets and Lies: July 2014

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Saturday, July 26, 2014. We should live in a world. Filled with love and with peace. This needs to exist here. And also across seas. I was just laying on my couch thinking of what I wished the world was like today. And how much the world could change for the better. The one thing that will make everything PERFECT in the world we live in, is world peace. It's another day of challenge. And another day for to fail. Another day to seek light. And another day to end up in darkness. As I wake up in bed. Do not...

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Secrets and Lies: April 2014

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Saturday, April 12, 2014. THE STRENGTH,THE PATIENCE AND THE PASSION. My life has been a pathway of good and bad. The future flies toward me. My path ahead yet to be made. The road is rough and I stumble and fall. The ache within my soul overwhelms me. The way ahead is dark and I look and see nothing. Not clear of where i have been. Afraid i will get lost on my way to somewhere unknown, , living in the medium of the past and the future. My heart wants to sing of the good and bad. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).

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Secrets and Lies: May 2013

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Tuesday, May 21, 2013. The pages are turning faster each day. With each new breath the words fade away,The power of life I try to find within myself. What is the meaning of life in this mixed up world? Full of hopes and dreams, but how many come true. All I want is happiness, is this just too much to ask? So many emotions and feelings that run through my veins. I can't keep track of everything passing. It's going so fast and I don't know the last thing. To the edge I step. Within myself, I often regret.