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attachment issues: a stream-of-consciousness reflection | waiting room
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Attachment issues: a stream-of-consciousness reflection. March 2, 2015. I am ensconced in pink hessian cubicle walls. it’s like someone built me a square womb out of craft supplies and thumbtacks and lopped the top off it and wheeled me in. I feel surrounded and yet insecure. any minute now, I might be attacked by a flood of loud and inconvenient breaktime talkers. Jesus. I sat and ate my pies and chatted with a friend. and yet. Do people disapprove of me? Why do I not belong? I just don’t. 8216; the dif...
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the correct question to fill in on application forms | waiting room
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The correct question to fill in on application forms. January 7, 2015. Hey guys, guess what? I just discovered a wrong question and a right question to ask when I’m faced with choices. 8216;am I capable of doing this? Is the wrong question. 8216;will this encourage and assist in my mental and emotional recovery, or will it halt or derail it? Is the right one. I’ve been thinking about my baseline for what I consider to be. I am not so terrified I cannot think straight. when I am. This is why ‘. Is a much ...
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in which I describe a little of what depression looks like in me | waiting room
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In which I describe a little of what depression looks like in me. August 22, 2014. Is depression speaking,. Is the effect of depression in my life,. Is how I act when depressed, and. Is how I act when- what? How do I know how depression affects me when this is all I have ever known,. Is my everyday,. Is just how it is? When I have been some shade of this for at least ten years? It reminds me, just a little, of when I was on medication long enough that I forgot what I was like without it. And becoming, sl...
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(death butterflies: an interlude) | waiting room
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Death butterflies: an interlude). February 10, 2015. There’s a little voice in my head that dances around saying. I don’t know why I thought I’d be good at this. I don’t know why I thought I’d be good at anything. Underneath it are uglier, quiet words about failure and expectations of, based on a thread of despair of knowing I’m unfixable and will fuck everything up by blundering around being sick. which I cannot truly help. it translates, generally, to. I fuck my life up by existing. A brief note to nob...
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body of death (a snapshot of the wasting disease) | waiting room
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Body of death (a snapshot of the wasting disease). October 1, 2014. I wake at seven, climbing in and out of dreams where I am chased through a shopping mall into a changing room for mothers with babies. When my alarm goes off at eight thirty, Sufjan Stevens,. I reset it. Reset it again at nine, and then lie in bed suspended between sleep and wakefulness, weighing up the pros and cons of going in to school. O wretched creature that I am. Who can save me from this body of death? Leave a Reply Cancel reply.
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Alphabet Rain: February 2013
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Monday, February 18, 2013. Does it make her. Less British that she doesn’t support the monarchy? Less English that she doesn’t drink tea? Less Singaporean that she doesn’t like to shop? Less Chinese that she doesn’t like Math and grew up in Timaru? Does it make him. Less Thai that he’s not Buddhist? Less Australian that he doesn’t know the national anthem? Less German that he is imprecise and incessantly late? Less Samoan that he is half Palagi? Does it make them. IS my cultural identity just. When I pre...
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Alphabet Rain: April 2012
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Wednesday, April 11, 2012. Every now and then, I get to a point where I think 'Really PM? You're x years old, you really should have known better'. Like the time when I was 20 and I cut my own fringe, ending up with a little sprout of hair just above my ear that couldn't even be covered with a headband. Note to self. Be VERY careful when climbing over chicken wire fences. Especially if you're short. And if you're wearing a skirt and stockings? DON"T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT! Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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Alphabet Rain: November 2012
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Friday, November 2, 2012. Carpe Anima: Seize life! This week I;. Went for 3 swims in the sea,. Ran 10km in 62 minutes,. Recieved two parking tickets,. Stopped using snooze and began getting up on the first alarm,. Waxed my legs for the first time ever,. Saw the sun rise twice,. Crazy-danced with my friends,. Explored an abandoned college,. Climbed on the roof and got snapped by security at said college,. Spent $80 on second-hand books,. Ate Burger Wisconsin Beef,Mushroom & blue cheese burger,.
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December | 2013 | The Wind Blows Where it Pleases
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The Wind Blows Where it Pleases. Writings and sharings by mel. Monthly Archives: December 2013. Cans of – are they worms? Music helps. Shane and Shane is good at the moment. It’s almost like a validation of your own feelings to hear it in someone else’s voice in song, lifted up to God like a psalm. Psalm 25 has been one that’s spoken to me lots, over the years. Read it, if you want – it has some interesting, heartfelt and true things to say. Or just: I’m confused, God. What should I do? These are the voi...
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