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Listen to my story. Wednesday, April 21, 2004. I'm in a fixed situation, where everything has gone wrong. Is it really that wrong for me to love? I can't stand it! Is it my fault or the way I am? I just can't bring myself to do it, he's probably going to run away from me. We might never talk to each other again. And someone could be turning green, and "someone" could get hurt. Emotionally. I can't believe I fell for it! But maybe I did! It's nice that we worked together. His whole self - a mimic of A...
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Listen to my story. Tuesday, April 20, 2004. Today had been a bad day. Ronnie came "just-on-time", so I didn't see him until the assembly bell rang. I couldn't tell him about tomorrow's Drama Club things. *sigh*. And I skipped my Geography remedial just to find him and tell him personally after school! Guess I waited for nothing. The hair-dresser was very polite. But only that he couldn't speak English, or understand; he had a hard time communicating with my mother. RoN Is GoNe, GoNe Is RoN. Now you know...
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Listen to my story. Sunday, April 11, 2004. I feel so damn dead. So damn unlucky. I smashed my discman. I hope it's okay. I'm so sad and depressed. The cause? A song. Sad. Very sad and heart-breaking one. I have no mood to blog now. I feel like crying, breaking down. Goodbye world. Nope. not forever! Nelle eats world @ 11:27 PM squished Ron before I died. Sunday, April 04, 2004. Monday, April 05, 2004. Tuesday, April 06, 2004. Wednesday, April 07, 2004. Thursday, April 08, 2004. Friday, April 09, 2004.
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Listen to my story. Tuesday, April 13, 2004. I'm in pain. I'm so damn depressed. It's nothing - really. It's just that I'm down on my mood. Haha! Got you didn't I? Nope I'm not THAT depressed. Just. Well. A little sad. For no apparent reason. Must be that really, really, REALLY sad song. Hey! I'm just trying to fit myself into a mood for a blues! So here it goes, a song. for. A Song For The Restless. For all I have seeked. I'm feeling a little weak. It's something I had been through before. As you can see.
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Listen to my story. Wednesday, April 14, 2004. Today has been a rather good day, with swings of different emotions going on. School hours were boring - as usual. Yaddah, yaddah, yaddah. But after school dismissal, things changed. Things started to get more FUN. and irritating. The library at Sun Plaza - Mahdi and I went there to make a new entry for OUR blog. I had a "great" time swirling the chair with half of his butt on the seat. After all the crap, Mahdi went for his organ class and me? At first, I t...
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Listen to my story. Sunday, April 04, 2004. Being distracted for the whole cell session, Maisie, our CM took us out to Tanglin Mall for a change and treated us a meal each at MacDonald's with our cell fund. I did'nt know that there was such a place in Redhill as I only came here for services and I was new there. I got laughed at instead. After eating, we took the bus back to church. Due to delays, we were late for service. Nelle eats world @ 5:48 PM squished Ron before I died. Sunday, April 04, 2004.
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Listen to my story. Saturday, April 17, 2004. Colin, Colin, Colin! That's all my friend thinks of! Every second, every minute "Colin! Colin". What's her problem? On the other-hand, I've been thinking to much about Ron. He just so remind me of Ah Teo! And what's up with Mahdi? He's been going around asking people, " Have you been to Malay Land? Imagine some old people toothless and bald, holding hands and dancing around Teletubby land. Everyone is laughing at it but I don't seem to get the joke! Thursday,...
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Listen to my story. Sunday, April 18, 2004. Youth Cell, Youth Service. As usual, I left my house late. And as usual, CMs were. one late only. I met my cousin on the way. We actually took the same train to Redhill, but the strange thing was - we didn't even noticed each other! How weird can that get? I squished a bug at JLC today. Pretty big bug at that too. EEEEEEEEEE! I didn't realize that I had squished this. (Whatever the bug species was) until I heard "the sound". Sunday, April 04, 2004. Tuesday, Apr...
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Listen to my story. Friday, April 09, 2004. It's been a long day. I just chatted online with Daniel from our church's Worship Team. I received a couple of MP3s on his band's songs from him. He just had to sing blues. Now I'm watering. Anyway, he gave me a few inspirations for my song - so thanks! And Daniel, if you happen to be reading this blog entry, this song's for you. Yes, it's about the 131 years meeting in heaven thingy. Anyway, thanks again for that line! WhEn WiLL We MeEt. Strumming on the altar.