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BP = FU: 12/20/09 - 12/27/09
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Tuesday, December 22, 2009. A storm blew in last night. Gusting gales of rage. I couldn't stand against. With lightning strikes of despair. And a deluge of pain so strong. I screamed and screamed. While no one was home. Until the worst of the storm was over. Then the gentle patter of tears began. And hasn't stopped yet. I hate to cry but I know I'm safe. From taking my life. As long as I can puke out the pain. And not bottle it all up. No one can help me, not even. Others weathering the storm. I've been ...
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Outside Looking In...: August 2014
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Wednesday, August 20, 2014. Third Project - The BIG ONE. Looking back at the dates on photos, it's hard to believe that we started this project a little over a year ago now. When we moved into our house, the basement was already finished, which actually gave us a sizable leg up on this project. It also presented some unexpected challenges. And the Powder Room:. First we had to scrape about 80 mirrors off of the walls in the workout room:. Then came the appliances:. Finally we put in the furniture. It too...
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Outside Looking In...: December 2013
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Monday, December 30, 2013. 2013: The Year in Review. At the end of last year, I knew that this year was going to be a big one for us. I never could have imagined how some of the things that happened would play out, but 2013 was an amazing year for our little family. In January I took some passport photos. My little Diva couldn't help herself. June was a flurry of boxes and newspaper at both the old and new houses. We were fortunate to have lots of help and things went pretty well, all things consider...
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Ideas2Words Words2Minds Minds2Action | “Words cannot describe how I feel”? Nonsense. | Page 2
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8220;Words cannot describe how I feel”? Beyond Suicide: Thoughts and Observations. Welcome To Beyond Suicide. Newer posts →. A Change Gonna Come. A Change Gonna Come. Sam Cooke’s old song “A Change Gonna Come” is about the hopefulness of a Black American despite the sorrowful life available to him. I find the words are applicable to any situation in which a person must find hope in a better future despite all evidence to the contrary. A Change Is Gonna Come Lyrics. I would like you all (what can I say?
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BP = FU: 12/6/09 - 12/13/09
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Monday, December 7, 2009. I had a rotten weekend. My worthless son and a friend of his were supposed to come help us put up Christmas lights. Hubby and I neither one care much to get on the roof. It's not the roof, per se, it's the effing ladder we don't like. So, I'm expecting no Christmas lights this year. Of course we've called a moratorium on Christmas this year due to financial concerns but still - the lights would've made it cheery around here, even without a Christmas tree and gifts. So Sunday I s...
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Still in the land of the living… | Living life on the borderline
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Living life on the borderline. Taking on a new identity. Still in the land of the living…. On: December 4, 2012. 8230;but thinking of starting a new blog. Fresh starts and all that. I was almost-recovered and hence completely forgot to update. But since beginning treatment for PTSD, I am now not-very-recovered-at-all and so thinking it might help to start writing again. They say it has to get worse to get better but I’m not sure how much worse it can get. Have not got an) eating disorder. I'm an 18 year ...
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His face shines on me | If Narky, Feed Profusely
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If Narky, Feed Profusely. Everyone's favourite pisshead. His face shines on me. Asymp; 2 Comments. Fair enough in the last job, they were a bunch of ignorant wankers who just couldn’t seem to understand mental illness, no matter how hard I tried to educate them. But now I’m surrounded by people who should be better able to understand. Round and round I go, is this about me or my mind? I’m not even ill, am I ill? I’ll lose my job and what will I do then? I need to get better at hiding emotions. I’ve...
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Dirt | If Narky, Feed Profusely
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If Narky, Feed Profusely. Everyone's favourite pisshead. Asymp; 2 Comments. I have a step-brother. And a step-sister. When I was 8 my brother was 18. My sister was 16. My parents divorced and my mother married their dad. We moved when I was 9 and never saw my brother again. I haven’t heard a thing from him. I’ve stalked him and her on Facebook so I know they exist. They have smiling faces and small children. Isn’t it natural for him to want to make contact with his family? According to my mum, he’s...
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Spinning Plates | also known as British Children's Social Work | Page 2
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Also known as British Children's Social Work. January 12, 2011 by sw2be. I was offered my first social work post almost 2 months ago now and still haven’t started work, to my great frustration. There is only so much daytime TV a person can take and I suspect my brain may be slowly turning to mush. I long for the stimulation of work again. The only thing outstanding is the CRB check. Ironically, many checks may well be delayed because some people may require multiple checks within short periods, for diffe...
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