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Wonderfully Ill-Composed: January 2006
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006. It came as quite a shock to realize that none of myself remains with me. For months now, I have been walking around literally hollow and alone. This explains the visions of blackness that appeared so often when I tried to examine myself. It explains everything, really. If I have no self, it makes sense that I sometimes feel like I've disappeared. Posted by Jennifer @ 12:07 AM. View my complete profile. Bo of the Bales. Ad Astra Per Aspera. Traveller in an Antique Land.
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Wonderfully Ill-Composed: November 2006
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Friday, November 17, 2006. Posted by Jennifer @ 2:45 AM. Sunday, November 12, 2006. I still remember the world. From the eyes of a child. Were clouded by what I know now. Where has my heart gone. An uneven trade for the real world. Oh I I want to go back to. Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all. I still remember the sun. Always warm on my back. Somehow it seems colder now. Where has my heart gone. Trapped in the eyes of a stranger. Oh I I want to go back to. Field of Innocence," Evanescence.
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Wonderfully Ill-Composed: June 2006
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Friday, June 30, 2006. I'm going to the Renaissance Faire tomorrow with a group of people. Some are good friends, others are acquaintances, so I'm afraid there's going to be a few awkward moments. I suppose I'll deal with them, though. I really am excited! I've never been to a Ren. fair before. Posted by Jennifer @ 10:12 AM. Thursday, June 29, 2006. I wish life wasn't so complicated. I'm suffocating under a net of worries, and it's so entangled I fear all hope is lost. Posted by Jennifer @ 11:41 AM.
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Wonderfully Ill-Composed: August 2006
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Thursday, August 31, 2006. But I didn't cry for nearly an hour and a half last night because we were broken. I cried because I was broken, and I hadn't even realized it. I've tried to hide it from myself, shut down, go into autopilot. I've built walls to keep others out. I've sat in the top of my ivory tower, lonely and afraid. How could I do that for years without knowing it? Posted by Jennifer @ 11:57 AM. Tuesday, August 22, 2006. 1 One book that changed my life:. 2 One book I've read more than once:.
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Wonderfully Ill-Composed: September 2006
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Saturday, September 30, 2006. My entries have been rather sad lately, haven't they? Things are well at the moment, finally settling down into normalcy. It's nice to have a place to call home. Posted by Jennifer @ 5:58 AM. Wednesday, September 27, 2006. Yes, I'm aware I don't have a phone. Yes, I'm aware of how inconvenient it is for everyone else. Yes, I know everyone thinks it's stupid and irresponsible of me not to have one. Posted by Jennifer @ 2:07 AM. Saturday, September 23, 2006. Because the words ...
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Wonderfully Ill-Composed: October 2006
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Friday, October 27, 2006. I can't relax. I can't sleep. I can't write. I hate that I can't look on the bright side of things. God's done so much for me in this last month and a half, but I can't seem to think about that. I've grown so much, but somehow things feel exactly the same. I have two prescription bottles of antidepressants on a shelf in my room. I wonder if I should start taking them. But the question is, is this depression? Posted by Jennifer @ 10:08 AM. Posted by Jennifer @ 5:46 AM.
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Wonderfully Ill-Composed: July 2006
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Monday, July 31, 2006. Memories and Legacies (What's Left Behind, Part II). Posted by Jennifer @ 10:01 AM. Wednesday, July 26, 2006. I want to leave a legacy. How will they remember me? Did I choose to love? Did I point to You enough. To make a mark on things? I want to leave an offering. A child of mercy and grace who. Blessed your name unapologetically. And leave that kind of legacy. Nichole Nordeman, "Legacy". Posted by Jennifer @ 11:13 AM. Monday, July 24, 2006. I'm trying my best to not feel guilty&...
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Wonderfully Ill-Composed: May 2006
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Friday, May 26, 2006. Short, terse, unfriendly,. Yet sometimes quite emotive,. I am the haiku. What poetry form are you? Posted by Jennifer @ 9:46 AM. Thursday, May 25, 2006. I know I've said this before, but I really hate growing up. Actually, I don't hate the result at all, but the process is still horrible. I don't want to let go of things, even though I know they're not important or good for me. Someday, I will learn. Until then, I guess I'll just struggle through the muck. About my church community:.
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Wonderfully Ill-Composed: March 2006
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Friday, March 24, 2006. Orthodoxy, The Great Divorce,. And a book I borrowed from a friend, I'm going to be very unhappy. It's going to be glorious. Don't expect a lot of blogging; I might post once or twice, but there's no Internet access at my house, so it takes a lot more effort. :) See you all in a week! Posted by Jennifer @ 9:11 AM. Wednesday, March 22, 2006. Has anyone read any of George MacDonald's books? Specifically, his children's books? Posted by Jennifer @ 6:21 PM. Monday, March 20, 2006.