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musingsofadove: September 2012
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31 Day Picture Challenge. Tuesday, September 25, 2012. Renewing my mind. . . One thing that has been a gradual happening in my life is the renewing of my mind on the subject of sexual intimacy. I posted about this same topic some time ago, about how I wanted more than just sex. Someone posed the question to me "Is kissing a sin? Here's what I said:. It is where your heart is. If you are lusting in your heart, you may as well be sinning if you keep entertaining it [Matthew 5:28; Job 31:1]. Well i always h...
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musingsofadove: October 2012
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31 Day Picture Challenge. Thursday, October 11, 2012. Who understands the pain of having someone cut you so deep, hurt you so bad, basically rip your heart in shreds, yet you can't totally cut them out of your life? The pain of having one of the people you love the most in the world make you feel unloved, unworthy, and unwanted? Who understands the ambivalence of hating this person with the very fiber of your being, yet loving them still? Who understands the slight panic that envelopes your heart when yo...
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musingsofadove: the beginnings
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31 Day Picture Challenge. Wednesday, February 23, 2011. I realize that although i love honesty, im not the most honest person. although i love transparency, im not the most transparent person. I mean, if you are more specific, i am. and otherwise, i am honest and transparent, very much open people tell me. im only like this, well, when it comes to me. and my life. and anything that i deem as personal (the stuff when you ask me about, my heart tumbles to the floor. yeah all that stuff). And now, no matter...
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musingsofadove: breaking....
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31 Day Picture Challenge. Tuesday, November 6, 2012. Sometimes, i really dislike the way i am. something has got to break. I give give give. i dont think people realize how much i give. i dont do anything without giving at least 100% on it; if I feel like im giving less then i push myself to do more or take myself out. this applies to relationships, tasks, hobbies.anything. I dont like that im so much more vulnerable than anyone knows. Something has got to break. And it cant be me. I reread a post i wrote.
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musingsofadove: October 2011
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31 Day Picture Challenge. Thursday, October 20, 2011. So ive been on forgiveness lately. forgiving myself. forgiving God. forgiving others. in that order. Because im hardest on myself, i fault myself for a lot of things. and i have to truly forgive myself to recognize my true worth. I have to admit that im mad at God [which ive done]. One of my sisters who is the founder of a production company. Ive been reading a purpose driven life for the second time. i started reading it with a group of friends f...
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musingsofadove: new year...
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31 Day Picture Challenge. Sunday, February 10, 2013. On my new year (my birthday) i made some new year's "resolutions." of course, being me, it was more like an update to my one, five, and ten year plans. But one interesting thing i did resolve to do was to start dating. casually. * gasp*. Person, i can go out and have fun and not feel the urge to make a big speech declaring my feelings (or lack thereof). Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Well i always have an urge to write my thoughts (since i have so...
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musingsofadove: January 2012
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31 Day Picture Challenge. Monday, January 9, 2012. Today, i found something. or somethings. they brought up good memories about my previous relationship. Butthey brought up memories from my previous relationship that, while good, is over. sigh. But then i remembered something:. It's like when my cross country/track coach told us to stop drinking sodas. after a few months, you could tell who really stopped and who didn't. time reveals all things. so just as i sacrificed soda to stay hydrated a...I remembe...
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musingsofadove: 31 Day Picture Challenge
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31 Day Picture Challenge. 31 Day Picture Challenge. So, I have decided to do this 30 Day Picture Challenge. Well, we're making it 31 days, lol. It should be interesting. At first, I thought I wasn't gonna do the original challenge because some of the things on there were a little too personal for me. But then I thought, hey, let people get to know you a little more. open yourself up. It's gonna be really silly, ridiculous, corny, deep. . . all of that that makes me, me. So here we go. Day 14 - A picture ...
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musingsofadove: November 2012
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31 Day Picture Challenge. Tuesday, November 6, 2012. Sometimes, i really dislike the way i am. something has got to break. I give give give. i dont think people realize how much i give. i dont do anything without giving at least 100% on it; if I feel like im giving less then i push myself to do more or take myself out. this applies to relationships, tasks, hobbies.anything. I dont like that im so much more vulnerable than anyone knows. Something has got to break. And it cant be me. I reread a post i wrote.
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musingsofadove: lonely, but never alone
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31 Day Picture Challenge. Sunday, April 7, 2013. Lonely, but never alone. I learned a lot about myself this week. I am less alone than i sometimes think i am. but i am more alone than i realized. Dont worry if you dont get it.]. One thing i am now very confident about - i understand where and how i fit in certain places. i may not like it, but at least i know. it's easier to react when you know. it's easier to plan when you know. I am precious, like a pearl laying by itself inside an oyster. Well i alway...
