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icouldiwill, the inner journey: Being 37
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Monday, August 18, 2008. I used to believe that I would die when I'm 37. The reason for this was a part of a greater dialogue I was having with God as a kid. I asked for a proof and God waited 20 years to give me that but about this age the signs came much earlier. Why I thought of it as my age of death and not something else is another story. I know it came pretty early, too early for a child to think of when he's going to die but I never really questioned it; it was like hearing a word of God. Half-hea...
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icouldiwill, the inner journey: The Wheel of Dependent Origination
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Sunday, August 10, 2008. The Wheel of Dependent Origination. Here is why there is. So much suffering,. Why even when we feel whole and happy there is. Something in us w. Hich is not happy. This is the wheel. Ism It is a chain. Of things which create a facit circle which we unconsciously follow and which lead to suffering. To be fr. Ee from suffering we need to break this chain. Although basically it is very simple to do it (like “be here now”). Find material on t. Easily (see links a. S also usually on.
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icouldiwill, the inner journey: The Story of Garlic
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Monday, September 1, 2008. The Story of Garlic. This is one of my favorite stories of the Hindu mythology. It is a part of the greater story commonly known as T he Churning of the Ocean of Milk. Which is the main creation myth of Hinduism. As is the case with all Hindu stories, there are many versions and this one is inspired from the version in the book The Greatness. Of Saturn – A Therapeutic Mythic by Robert E. Svoboda. To be published in Turkish as soon as I’m back in Turkey). The Mandara mountain sy...
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icouldiwill, the inner journey: August 2008
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Monday, August 18, 2008. Today I announced my first time ever blogs. I have been motivated to do this by Maya who has been blogging for some years and recently started a new blog with the purpose of letting off steam. So I thought I also can use some letting off steam. At first I thought “who’s going to read these anyway? As I said I have 4 blogs now. This one is about my inner journey and I have one on traveling. One on relationship stories. And one in Turkish. Welcome to my little web. I used to believ...
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icouldiwill on the road: August 2008
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August 18, 2008. Today I announced my first time ever blogs. I have been motivated to do this by Maya who has been blogging for some years and recently started a new blog with the purpose of letting off steam. So I thought I also can use some letting off steam. At first I thought “who’s going to read these anyway? As I said I have 4 blogs now. This one is about my inner journey and I have one on my inner journey. One on relationship stories. And one in Turkish. Welcome to my little web. I come from a cou...
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icouldiwill on the road: South East Asia Accounts
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April 24, 2009. South East Asia Accounts. Although I mostly rented rooms or bungalows, I also camped out for 111 days, stayed in friends’ houses for 34 days, stayed at monasteries or retreat centers for 33 days and slept in busses and trains for 25 nights. I drove 22 different motorbikes, 4 different bicycles and no four wheelers. I completed three courses and received certificates for them ( CFQ qi gong. My), PADI open water diving. In), and Agama yoga first month. I’ll be back. South East Asia Accounts.
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İstanbullu Aykut'un Türkçesİ: Haberlerde Türkiye
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4 Ağustos 2008 Pazartesi. Neden haberlerde iyi şeyler görmek için illa ki bir diktatörlükte yaşamamız gerekiyor? Malezya ya da Tayland gibi ülkelerde gazete okuyunca sanki bütün kötü şeyler başka ülkelerde oluyormuş da burası yegane güvenli yermiş gibi görünüyor. Ama genelde bir haberin, özellikle de binbir haber arasından seçilen bir dünya haberinin, gazete sayfalarına girmesi için çoğu zaman cidden feci bir şey olması gerekiyor. 8220; Şimdi Türkiye’de olmak nasıldır? 8221; diye sorduklarında acaba Türk...
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İstanbullu Aykut'un Türkçesİ: Kasım 2008
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22 Kasım 2008 Cumartesi. Dikkat, karamsar günümdeyim. Bugünlerde yeniden yollara dökülmek üzereyim ve önümdeki 6-7 ayın planlarını yapmaya çalışıyorum. Bu sürenin sonunda da artık Türkiye’ye gitme zamanımın geleceğinin farkındayım. Tıpkı abim askere gittiğinde her yerde askerler gördüğüm, babam kalp ameliyatı geçirdiğinde bütün gazetelerin kalp hastalıklarıyla ilgili yazılarla dolduğu gibi, son zamanlarda sanki her yerde Türkiye’nin adı geçiyor. Tabi oraya gidince ben de bütün bunlarla benim hiç alakam y...
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İstanbullu Aykut'un Türkçesİ: Ağustos 2008
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24 Ağustos 2008 Pazar. Ara sıra markette Türkiye’den ithal birşeyler bulmak iyi geliyor. Tutku. Bisküvisi ve Dona Elena. Zeytinyağının ardından dün markette Dimes. Meyvesularına rastladım. Portakal ve üzüm suyunu anladıysam da Filipinler’in neden Türkiye’den ananas suyu. Ithal ettiğini pek anlayabilmiş değilim. Hemen bir portakal suyu aldım ve garip bir açlıkla kutunun üstündeki Türkçe yazıları okudum. Ta ki en altta yazanı görene kadar: Made in Türkiye. İspanyollar gelip “ bize bundan sonra. Başlatıldı&...
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