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私の日記: January 2011
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Every little things is the beginning of a wonderful memory. a.k.a http:/ michelleshia.wordpress.com. Wednesday, January 26, 2011. 前几天回到父亲的家乡——诗巫, 砂拉越。 陪父亲和小叔还有小弟去扫墓。一路上山,被野草刺伤了,可是我没有停下来,一直来到祖父母的坟前。 上一次我到那里,是祖母离开世界的时候。距今大概是18-9年了。虽然,我不认识他们,但是到了坟前我还是有一种亲切的感受。我希望认识他们。祖母在我小时候照顾过我可是我太小不记得了。我心里默默许愿,希望每一年都可以回去扫墓……. 谢谢他们把我的父亲、伯伯、叔叔、姑姑都养育成人。 Link(s) to this post. Monday, January 24, 2011. What is it with this verse that keep on popping up since the end of 2010? Link(s) to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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私の日記: August 2011
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Every little things is the beginning of a wonderful memory. a.k.a http:/ michelleshia.wordpress.com. Wednesday, August 24, 2011. 如果可以,我想要暂时离开一切。关心我的人让我感到无限压力,因为我总是想着怎么满足别人的关心。搞到自己很累,别人也很累。 我……到底想要什么? 我……看到自己的结局了吗? 我……希望在未来的一天里达到什么? 我……我……. 早该在10年前就开始想怎么样爱自己就不会这么漫无目的的了。。。 我很不错嘛?怎么我总觉得不够好?怎么做都不够好,还是放弃了。 我……我……. Link(s) to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). The night before my first youth camp. 9829; ♪ ♫ s o m e w h e r e O V E R t h e R A I N B O W. Everything will be alright. I’m no blogger. Picture W...
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私の日記: September 2010
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Every little things is the beginning of a wonderful memory. a.k.a http:/ michelleshia.wordpress.com. Tuesday, September 07, 2010. 又开始在想,我到底为什么写blog?我知道这只是“先有鸡还是先有蛋”式,没完没了的问题,却无法禁止脑海里这无止境的挣扎。 思想,是我最好的帮助也是令我最困扰的一件事。想着好的,日子过得轻松自在;掉进无止境的问题里,我总是无法自拔。 今天,老毛病又犯了。我无法控制的留下来。留在我不应该逗留的地方。离开比留下更让我恐惧不安。有人听见我痛苦的呐喊吗?似乎连我自己都听不见了。这么习惯地重复着痛苦的恶性循环,我早已对自己的痛苦感到麻木。似乎不痛苦才是不寻常。这不正证明了我被虐待的倾向吗?哈哈哈。 如果有机会,我想放下工作,然后无所事事一阵子。毫无储蓄的我如何可以无所事事的生存呢?无所事事只不过是变相的懒惰吧。我还是赶快打消此念头的好。 我可以开车一路向北吗?一直走到我筋疲力尽为止……. Link(s) to this post. It has been qu...
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私の日記: May 2011
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Every little things is the beginning of a wonderful memory. a.k.a http:/ michelleshia.wordpress.com. Friday, May 27, 2011. New job. New room. New life? When things change, I am still unchanged. If you hope for a different result with the same action, you're just merely insane. please count me in at this moment. I wanted to change but change just does not come easily. I put in extra effort and then I started to feel tired, slowly exhausted, and in the end I might give up. Link(s) to this post. I went to a...
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私の日記: December 2010
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Every little things is the beginning of a wonderful memory. a.k.a http:/ michelleshia.wordpress.com. Monday, December 27, 2010. 一个对我人生很有影响的教练—— 林敏萍. 十年前毕业的我,从那时开始就没有见过这位亲爱的教练。她对我来说是严肃苛刻的,但是因此帮助了我在许多事上不断提醒自己不要懒散过日子、不要把别人的方便当随便、善后是很重要的!要不是当年教练的苛刻要求,也许我不会在体育方面有一番成就,也不会知道原来自己是那么的骄傲自大! 很感谢她用心的教学!只是这一份感动始终无法透过言语来表达。每次想到,就只有鼻酸,然后就什么话都说不出来了。 Link(s) to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). The night before my first youth camp. 9829; ♪ ♫ s o m e w h e r e O V E R t h e R A I N B O W. Everything will be alright.
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私の日記: February 2013
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Every little things is the beginning of a wonderful memory. a.k.a http:/ michelleshia.wordpress.com. Tuesday, February 19, 2013. What does it mean? Link(s) to this post. Monday, February 18, 2013. 2013年已经过了2个月,今年的展望进行得如何啦? Link(s) to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). The night before my first youth camp. P/s: Inspired after a chat with a 12 year old girl who is going to her first youth camp. *16/12/15 11:30 pm: * Thoughts running in my head.* Who am . Everything will be alright. I’m no blogger.
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私の日記: October 2010
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Every little things is the beginning of a wonderful memory. a.k.a http:/ michelleshia.wordpress.com. Tuesday, October 26, 2010. 最近这首歌很入心。是的,多的是我不知道的事。 Link(s) to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). The night before my first youth camp. P/s: Inspired after a chat with a 12 year old girl who is going to her first youth camp. *16/12/15 11:30 pm: * Thoughts running in my head.* Who am . 9829; ♪ ♫ s o m e w h e r e O V E R t h e R A I N B O W. Everything will be alright. I’m no blogger.
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私の日記: March 2011
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Every little things is the beginning of a wonderful memory. a.k.a http:/ michelleshia.wordpress.com. Tuesday, March 15, 2011. I thought I haven't been posting for quite some time but it's actually 2 weeks only. Well, today I had this most "coincident" encounter! First, in the morning the system that is going UAT has all users turned Inactive due to a batch program! Then, in the evening, is where the weird comes, we went to the first place - Paramount Loh Pan Mee, closed! Link(s) to this post. 距離上次寫影評已經是很...
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私の日記: July 2010
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Every little things is the beginning of a wonderful memory. a.k.a http:/ michelleshia.wordpress.com. Friday, July 16, 2010. I met with a car accident 3 nights ago. It was a minor car accident but several things I learned from it:. My Heavenly Dad loves me. He had one of His angels - Angel to pray for me. My dad loves me very much. He understand that I am like him, who will feel anxious in such situation and keep reminding me to calm down. I shall not overwork and drive. I need to relax. 昨晚,在开车时一直想...
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私の日記: September 2013
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Every little things is the beginning of a wonderful memory. a.k.a http:/ michelleshia.wordpress.com. Sunday, September 01, 2013. 24403;我又重新和自己的情绪连上时,我开始觉得不知所措。 24403;我的敏锐力让我察觉到四周围的变化,我感到无助。 30693;道却没有办法改变的事,始终要学会接受。所以为了减少伤害,我轻易选择逃避。 25105;很喜欢的人,我宁愿保持现状。改变所带来可能的摧残让我却步。 24537;碌也许让我逃避责任- 对自己当负的责任。 26379;友要结婚了,祝福她幸福。 25214;不到自己。。。痛苦. 21035;人的期待。。。负担. 23545;自己负责。。。逃避. 19979;半辈子。。。该如何。。。 Link(s) to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). The night before my first youth camp. Everything will be alright. I went t...