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SERIOUS FACE: of note: 8/23/2012

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August 23, 2012. 1 someone told me today that they felt 'super awake', seems like i have never been/never will be super awake. contemplating taking a nap, it is 8 pm. 4 looked at a lot of articles on just jared and tmz, just like kept clicking from one to the next, felt like i really did want to know how big big sean is, what ke$ha looks like in a high-waisted bikini, and where prince harry had been playing strip poker. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). There is an illness inside me. PART 1 and PART 2.

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SERIOUS FACE: of note: 8/18/2012

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August 19, 2012. 1 woke up at a normal time but didn't get out of bed until 3 pm because i felt hungry. 2 didn't do much of note today, spent most of the day watching house hunters international with my dad, reading grow up outside on the deck, and going to dinner at an 'asian' restaurant called jasmine that is located in a strip mall. 4 my fortune said 'your home will be visited by good health and wealth', mom's fortune said 'a banker is someone who lends you an umbrella on a clear day'. Of note: 8/15 -...

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SERIOUS FACE: January 2012

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January 28, 2012. A poem in lists. 1 it is winter but warm out. 2 feeling a bit fucked. 3 want to go outside b/c nice out but need to get work done but just procrastinating inside instead. 4 is this a list. 5 wearing red bra and someone else's basketball jersey as a dress, glasses. 6 is it appropriate to go outside like this. 7 my life is an anxiety dream. 8 been having a good number of those lately. 9 tinychatted with ana c, stephen tully dierks and jackson last night, seemed real nice. January 20, 2012.

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SERIOUS FACE: of note: 8/14/2012

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August 14, 2012. 1 i accidentally deleted my draft from 8/13 so i am ignoring that day, that day didn't exist. 3 read a 'digital galley' copy of buttercup's novella 'treees'. As stephen michael mcdowell) while on skype with jackson while he was reading it too. did a blurb together. 4 conversation with jackson: 'we're cool baby' 'we most certainly are' 'do cool people say that they're cool? Only the coolest ones' 'cool'. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). There is an illness inside me. PART 1 and PART 2.

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SERIOUS FACE: of note: 8/11/2012

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August 12, 2012. 1 funny how what you read as a kid sticks the hardest in your mind, even stuff you don't realize til you're rereading 'the outsiders' and finding material you lifted and dumped directly into the manuscript you're working on now, fifteen years after you first read the book. 2 i wonder if we're all writing from the kids inside of us, or if maybe just the dumb or lucky ones of us are doing that. 5 had another dream last night in which jackson had a vagina. Labels: STAY GOLD PONYBOY. Waterma...

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SERIOUS FACE: super big retrospective!! of note: 8/15 - 8/17

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August 18, 2012. Of note: 8/15 - 8/17. 1 have been spending a lot of time feeling alternately overwhelmed and ecstatic about the creative writing class i'm teaching in the fall, have been manically adding/deleting readings from the syllabus. 3 i have read and reread a whole lot of really good things by these and more writers and maybe will spend time making a list of what i most enjoyed but right now i am feeling too hungry to do that. 8 in the next week, i will participate in a dentist appointment, an o...

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SERIOUS FACE: of note: 8/12/2012

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August 13, 2012. 1 last day in annapolis was a perfect pool day incl. lunch, lounging, and swimming laps during adult swim. found some ppls hairs in my swimsuit when i showered after but hey, nothing says swimming pool like other people's filth. 2 spent probably a total of an hour checking my freckles for signs of melanoma. 3 finished reading 'the outsiders' today and did a cry, probably only about 20% as hard as when i read it as a preteen but still, i impressed myself. MAYBE I STAYED GOLD! Going for th...

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SERIOUS FACE: March 2012

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March 21, 2012. Can you be lonely 15 hours after you leave the person who makes you feel not lonely. Things i've done in that time:. Watched jackson nieuwland's plane leave the gate at the airport. Talked to my parents on 'speakerphone'. Drove back to dc. Bought a top (will always feel like a bad top maybe). Walked to a coffee shop. Ordered/ate a vege sandwich, two iced mochas and some kind of pastry. Read some bad fiction. Chatted jackson nieuwland for 5 min. Turned out the lights. Turned out the lights.