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2015 January 15 « Bitchiness is not a Crime
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Bitchiness is not a Crime. Just another woman who try to look wise. Take a peek inside my mind. What it is about and not about. A step closer to the self. I love my job. No matter how many times I said it, it is just sound right. I used to think that my job made me learn about new things, but in fact, it made me learn to understand myself better. Where I came from, why I think, feel and do things the way I do it. This new job is going to be so much of a challenge! I wish he can see me and see that I am n...
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2015 February 01 « Bitchiness is not a Crime
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Bitchiness is not a Crime. Just another woman who try to look wise. Take a peek inside my mind. What it is about and not about. Why fit in when you are born to stand out. I spent almost my entire life to fit in, as I know most of us do. We tried to be a part of the crowd and make some friends, or we’ll be living a very lonely life. When we can’t be part of a larger group, then we try to find a crowd that has most similarities with us. Well, we obviously can’t live on our own, right? I don’t know. So, I d...
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The dreams we dreamt « Bitchiness is not a Crime
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Bitchiness is not a Crime. Just another woman who try to look wise. Take a peek inside my mind. What it is about and not about. The dreams we dreamt. What do dreams mean to you? Proofs that we are actually sleeping? Our unconsciousness coming out? I remember him being angry, I asked him to forgive me… And he didn’t react as welcoming as I want. I asked him to wait for me, since I need to go to do my work. I kissed him, and he was cold. And I dream about him again! 8221;, I said “mixed feelings, but...
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New start, clean slate « Bitchiness is not a Crime
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Bitchiness is not a Crime. Just another woman who try to look wise. Take a peek inside my mind. What it is about and not about. New start, clean slate. I am quite a lucky girl… I left my previous job without any assurance that I have a job in 2015. But, apparently… Someone up there wants to calm me down and ‘promise’ me a few options just before I left. So my heart was steady and confident – not really stressing over work. I read through the materials… It slapped me. My biggest fear is that they will dis...
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The judging eyes « Bitchiness is not a Crime
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Bitchiness is not a Crime. Just another woman who try to look wise. Take a peek inside my mind. What it is about and not about. So I am a smoker. I tried to smoke away from kids and non smokers, I choose to sit outside and away from other people. Because I like to enjoy my coffee with a puff of ciggy… Sometimes when I’m writing like this. But it seems I can never get away from those judging eyes… There’s always a set of eyes looking at me judging me! All of us have felt that. Most take those eyes in diff...
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2015 January 04 « Bitchiness is not a Crime
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Bitchiness is not a Crime. Just another woman who try to look wise. Take a peek inside my mind. What it is about and not about. The dreams we dreamt. What do dreams mean to you? Proofs that we are actually sleeping? Our unconsciousness coming out? I remember him being angry, I asked him to forgive me… And he didn’t react as welcoming as I want. I asked him to wait for me, since I need to go to do my work. I kissed him, and he was cold. And I dream about him again! 8221;, I said “mixed feelings, but...
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A step closer to the self « Bitchiness is not a Crime
https://femalemind.wordpress.com/2015/01/15/a-step-closer-to-the-self
Bitchiness is not a Crime. Just another woman who try to look wise. Take a peek inside my mind. What it is about and not about. A step closer to the self. I love my job. No matter how many times I said it, it is just sound right. I used to think that my job made me learn about new things, but in fact, it made me learn to understand myself better. Where I came from, why I think, feel and do things the way I do it. This new job is going to be so much of a challenge! I wish he can see me and see that I am n...
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Miss Cynic « Bitchiness is not a Crime
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Bitchiness is not a Crime. Just another woman who try to look wise. Take a peek inside my mind. What it is about and not about. I am a pompous bitch. I have been spending time browsing internet to understand why can’t I understand that people cannot understand me… or my thinking. Deep inside my heart, I kept saying “How can he/she be that stupid? It is obvious that should be done this way or that way”. I don’t want to admit that I am smarter than most people, I don’t want to say that my brain...Don’...
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Why fit in when you are born to stand out « Bitchiness is not a Crime
https://femalemind.wordpress.com/2015/02/01/why-fit-in-when-you-are-born-to-stand-out
Bitchiness is not a Crime. Just another woman who try to look wise. Take a peek inside my mind. What it is about and not about. Why fit in when you are born to stand out. I spent almost my entire life to fit in, as I know most of us do. We tried to be a part of the crowd and make some friends, or we’ll be living a very lonely life. When we can’t be part of a larger group, then we try to find a crowd that has most similarities with us. Well, we obviously can’t live on our own, right? I don’t know. So, I d...