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Lightning in a Bottle: December 2008
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Lightning in a Bottle. A friend once likened my struggle to conceive to catching lightning in a bottle. Four times we've succeeded, twice the bottle broke. One firefly flits around the living room, the other watches her in amazement. I watch them both with awe, gratitude and a serious need for caffeine. Tuesday, December 30, 2008. The family newsletter I didn't send. I want to write that post, but I can't. Instead, I want to write about my son. Sometimes that means when he cries at night, even when I sho...
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Lightning in a Bottle: June 2008
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Lightning in a Bottle. A friend once likened my struggle to conceive to catching lightning in a bottle. Four times we've succeeded, twice the bottle broke. One firefly flits around the living room, the other watches her in amazement. I watch them both with awe, gratitude and a serious need for caffeine. Tuesday, June 17, 2008. Keep your bon bons, I've got something better. Innocence is a beautiful and scary thing. Try to join them in the bathroom, demand 24/7 shifts, throw some of their best work down on...
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Lightning in a Bottle: August 2008
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Lightning in a Bottle. A friend once likened my struggle to conceive to catching lightning in a bottle. Four times we've succeeded, twice the bottle broke. One firefly flits around the living room, the other watches her in amazement. I watch them both with awe, gratitude and a serious need for caffeine. Monday, August 25, 2008. By not gaining weight the way they like, I mean her growth curve plateaued. Flatlined. Freaking STOPPED. It's almost impossible not to panic in that situation. Then we realized du...
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Lightning in a Bottle: July 2008
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Lightning in a Bottle. A friend once likened my struggle to conceive to catching lightning in a bottle. Four times we've succeeded, twice the bottle broke. One firefly flits around the living room, the other watches her in amazement. I watch them both with awe, gratitude and a serious need for caffeine. Tuesday, July 29, 2008. A watched pot.boils over. He reassured me that it was very clear my uterus was quite sick, very obvious that I had to have been in a lot of pain and feeling awful with it looking t...
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Lightning in a Bottle: January 2009
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Lightning in a Bottle. A friend once likened my struggle to conceive to catching lightning in a bottle. Four times we've succeeded, twice the bottle broke. One firefly flits around the living room, the other watches her in amazement. I watch them both with awe, gratitude and a serious need for caffeine. Thursday, January 29, 2009. Then it hit me. Hard. It's not that I was unaware of this date looming, though it wasn't a day I had any intentions of observing. I wanted it to fade into the calendar. In the ...
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Lightning in a Bottle: Sometimes he says yes
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Lightning in a Bottle. A friend once likened my struggle to conceive to catching lightning in a bottle. Four times we've succeeded, twice the bottle broke. One firefly flits around the living room, the other watches her in amazement. I watch them both with awe, gratitude and a serious need for caffeine. Monday, March 23, 2009. Sometimes he says yes. Please, God,". For too long I've failed to ask for what I need and be honest about what's happening. With God, my husband, my family, my self. It's a...I ask...
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Lightning in a Bottle: To borrow someone else's words...
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Lightning in a Bottle. A friend once likened my struggle to conceive to catching lightning in a bottle. Four times we've succeeded, twice the bottle broke. One firefly flits around the living room, the other watches her in amazement. I watch them both with awe, gratitude and a serious need for caffeine. Thursday, April 23, 2009. To borrow someone else's words. And her much prettier voice. April 24, 2009 at 7:19 AM. Just wondering how you are doing? June 11, 2009 at 6:27 AM. June 24, 2009 at 11:43 AM.
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Lightning in a Bottle: March 2009
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Lightning in a Bottle. A friend once likened my struggle to conceive to catching lightning in a bottle. Four times we've succeeded, twice the bottle broke. One firefly flits around the living room, the other watches her in amazement. I watch them both with awe, gratitude and a serious need for caffeine. Monday, March 23, 2009. Sometimes he says yes. Please, God,". For too long I've failed to ask for what I need and be honest about what's happening. With God, my husband, my family, my self. It's a...I ask...
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Lightning in a Bottle: May 2008
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Lightning in a Bottle. A friend once likened my struggle to conceive to catching lightning in a bottle. Four times we've succeeded, twice the bottle broke. One firefly flits around the living room, the other watches her in amazement. I watch them both with awe, gratitude and a serious need for caffeine. Friday, May 30, 2008. What happened between the time he was born and now? What about that time? Exactly. That's exactly what I want to know. We're fighters, my son and me. I was amazed at the time how man...
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Lightning in a Bottle: The me I used to be
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Lightning in a Bottle. A friend once likened my struggle to conceive to catching lightning in a bottle. Four times we've succeeded, twice the bottle broke. One firefly flits around the living room, the other watches her in amazement. I watch them both with awe, gratitude and a serious need for caffeine. Saturday, February 21, 2009. The me I used to be. Even with all of this, look at the miracles you hold in your hands. They haven't slipped away yet, you can keep this family together. You can.". The days ...
